Well I have had quite a positive day today for the first time in ages (my own fault which I will tell you about in a bit, thats if you're still reading by then of course!). Some friends took me and my son out to a Car Boot - I love Car Boots but there are never any local ones so they all involve a drive out and so to me and my son it was a real treat. I managed to get some great bargains too! My son spotted a Scalectrix which he has been asking for for a while now so I know its not some fad thats going to come and go too quickly, however they wanted £12 for it! Now maybe its me being tight but I thought that is a lot to ask at a Car Boot, especially when you dont know if its going to work, after all you only have the sellers word to go on....Anyway my friend likes haggling so I sent him back with an amount I was prepared to go to but they wouldnt budge! We carried on walking around and all the time Im thinking, well if its still there when we've been around I might go back for it! But someone was looking out for me because we spotted another stall that had two sets on it and only wanted £3 per per set! Bargain alert! Needless to say we took one each lol! My son (and dare I say it - me too!) was really impressed when we got home because although the box was slightly battered everything inside was still in its original packaging with the stickers not even put on or opened! So for £3 my son got a brand spanking new scalextrix! Not bad eh!?
Anyway back to boring old me! Incase you are interested, which you are probably not but I'll tell you anyway! Due to previous issues and problems I have spent almost a year on anti-depressants, well about 2 weeks ago I thought I actually feel OK and so instead of getting a repeat prescription I decided I didnt need them anymore, the first week was fine, but this last week has been awful, I have had no motivation, just want to sleep (impossible at the best of times with a 5yr old boy!) and generally have felt rubbish. Well friends have convinced me to go back to the doctors and so tomorrow I will risk the wrath of my local GP, the thing is I just dont want to be dependant on them forever, after all I will never learn coping strategies for future everyday problems if I am relying on pills to see me through, well we will see what he says tomorrow.....
