Wow! I cant believe I have left it so long, I apologise and which I had a decent reason to give but I dont so I'll just say sorry and leave it at that! Which reminds me - I may not have told you before now but I am one of the most sorry people you will ever know - I feel I should say sorry for making you endure this!
Unfortunately, I'm sorry for everything, including taking a moment to tell you what I'm thinking right now. My average conversation tends to go something like this, "Oops, sorry." - "Why are you sorry, I'm sorry." - "But I. . ." you get the idea. Those of you who know me will no doubt agree! I can imagine how it must sound from the outside but I really don't notice when I'm doing it. Seems pretty silly while typing it out but I know that's what I say. Hope I didn't waste your time, if I did. . . I'm sorry.
Its a habit I am really trying to break and am sure some of it is down to recent experiences, though what I dont understand is that if somebody says sorry to me it makes me feel bad - like I've done something to upset them or not helped them enough etc so why do I do it? After all I dont want to make my friends feel bad!?
